When something is a part of you, you don't know what to call it because it is simply there. You only know the words and terms accepted by a majority to refer to something as. That is how you know that something is truly yours; when you don't need a word to define it. Painting is no different. I often wonder why it is called ''painting''. Maybe pain begets creation. The world does not stop for your pain, so in dark times you must gather things to make your own light. You learn to survive and pick up the pieces however you may.
I have always been artistic and like writing, painting has always been a natural thing. With gratitude, I feel that I had no choice in embracing it. It embraced me. My style of painting was born out of trauma and further moulded through an interest in sculpting and years of emotional and exhaustive soul-searching. I am a minimalist. My approach to painting is simplicity. Growing up as an outsider, I understood from a young age that opinions are the invisible hands that often shape people. It seems that one cannot exist without being afraid of being misunderstood. You become invisible when you allow others to dictate your expression and influence who you are. For this reason, I carved my own path for what and how I feel compelled to express myself. I am self-taught, having no funds or interest in attending art schools. Despite being self-taught, my paintings have often been compared to notable artists of the past. Comparisons are often inescapable. No matter your medium or love language, you are bound to be compared to someone else. From the very beginning of tasting art as a child and into womanhood I have always embraced my style and never allowed opinions to shape how or what I paint.
I grew up in a very southern area. A sleepy one stoplight town of distant houses and spacious fields, peppered with barns and enfolded by endless masses of dense and eerie trees. It is the kind of a place that is easily forgotten, bleak and intensely quiet.
I am asked why I paint or why I paint certain things. Wouldn't it be lovely to always have the right words to explain everything in such a way and to such a degree that everyone completely understands? But I am imperfect and accept that it is ok to not have the words sometimes. Things change. I'm human and like everyone, I am complicated by life's experiences. My paintings focus on spirit, nature, psychology, healing and emotion. My art holds meaning because I capture what is important to me, in my own way. I dislike the exactness of things and because of this my paintings have an edge to them - something that makes them distinct and special. It is an intimate experience to take a blank canvas and fill it with soul and significance. As an artist, the most important thing to me is remaining true to myself and authentic in my expression. I have no control in how someone else interprets my paintings. Most works of art have their mysteries. It is stimulating to feel as though you are a part of them — through gazing into them.